I don't wanna love you. But I do

Its another night and I look at the clock and it's midnight
I see the phone lying next to me
I keep mindlessly picking up that phone
I try to stop my hand but I can't
Its like a habit that it deep with in me that has no rhyme or reason
And I dial your number again
I don't know why in the world I do that!

*CHORUS*
Don't wanna go back to you
Don't wanna see you
Now I really hate you, it's so tough
I don't wanna love you
But I love you But I love you
Don't wanna hang on to you
Don't wanna hold you
I wanna forget everything, I wanna erase it all
I don't wanna miss you
But I miss you But I miss you

We tried to break up a number of times
We decided to a number of times
But we keep coming back to this place
Why does my love for you still linger?
And why do I know we shouldn't do this?
If we know then why?
I don't know why in the world I do that!

* Repeat

Why can't I seem to leave you even though I'm in pain each day?
I know that in the end I'll be hugging you
Everyday the scar gets deeper
Time may go on but it will just get harder

* Repeat