Cm Ab Bb Look, I know I ain't been myself lately Eb Ab I've been feelin' like someone else lately It's prolly this empty Colt 45 that's numbing the pain inside Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately Cm Ab I'm still a sinner, I'm losing myself, I need a sign Eb I needed space, I needed love, I needed time Ab And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless Until I realized that you just needed mine Ab That's what I mean by "loving you never helps" Eb Cause I just can't decide between loving you or myself Ab I just pushed away cause I drew a line and you crossed it Crossing out my exes and ex-ing out all of my loses, I know Ab What is like to lose somebody you love Bb Eb And I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs Ab And I know what is like to have to let go of someone Cause they hurt you so bad that you're not the person you was Ab They will never feel what I feel Bb In a world so fake I just need someone that's real Ab I've been dying to live, the devil shooting to kill Ab I just can't help but wonder if you think of me still Cm Ab See, I've been losing my mind Bb I've been losing everybody I believed in Eb Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing Eb I'm coping with the pain Ab Hoping that the rain just stops cause it reminds me of the day you said you leaving Ab We always seem to run from those who love us the most Eb And we never open up because we scared to get close Ab We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last Cause you left me when I needed you most Ab I said we always seem to run from those who love us the most Eb And never open up because we scared to get close Ab We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last, we just hoping it'd last [Outro] Ab Bb Eb Ab Cause I know what is like to lose a person you love in Ab Bb Eb Ab I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know Ab Bb Eb Ab Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in Ab Bb Eb Ab I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know Ab Bb Eb Ab Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in