Lack of success in the start Umbilical cord around neck Whispers (from the other side) heard for the first time Summoning to a stable state Unsuccessfully died for the first time Body holding enough life to survive Too long without oxygen Major braindamage created Just survived from the death Unable to communicate Totally unsucceeded as a child No-one to care for or to live by Totally unsucceeded life Nothing to live for - no way to die Life's passing by - Institutionalized Can't understand when to feel good or bad Parents passed away in an ancient Relatives couldn't take the shame Pushed in orphanage all alone Left in there without a friendly soul Totally unsucceeded as a child No-one to care for or to live by Totally unsucceeded life Nothing to live for - no way to die From institution to another Meaningless transportation of disabled